I used to think but now I Do
wondering how I do
in spite of how are you
whats the point of power too?
when the empowerment dont even shower through
stagnant insignificance like a ounce of glue
powdered to each sole of underneath both of my shoes
with laces untied loose
without choice to choose
living to die only to win to lose
it's evident in the dents of every sentiment in sediment
In words I reference

Being Malevolent overcomes benevolence
repressing essences that I've lost in evanescences
serving solitary sentences of guilt inflicted unrepentances
spine chill clattering with dentures chattering
holding back a tear or two eye lids battering
thicker than the batter in grandmas baked with love
heart squeeze strings played tight grip like a glove
When I swan dive you can see doves the cry

stopped asking why when I got no reply
inverted faith in god called the cunt a fucking dog
my big poppa passed by and rose up into the sky
if theres a reason to love life then just live it and dont die
of all the lessons that you taught me I never learned
bridges built broken backs and buried burned
time ticking reverse is the only thing for which I learn

temporary changes have a way of giving you a perm

brother of mine where the fuck art thou
the big bang is starting to get hard now
sweat from my forehead licks out upon my brow
I wish I coulda been a better brother and not have been cast down
by our family shadows of underneath memories
I hope one day you can smile if you do remember me
if there's not much I fond of anymore this time around
I miss the days when you and I would clown around as kids
and the earth wasnt any bigger than our house
or our street
or our neighbourhood
or our town