I couldn't remember my name, I couldn't remember my life, all I knew was that I was gone forever.

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Jan 15, 2016 | 4:57 AM EST
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45.8 MB
20 min 1 sec
4.16 / 5.00

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Rated 4.16 / 5 stars
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This is a really freaking weird song by my standards.

Basically, I had bunch of weird ideas for things I could put in songs, but never had any ways to put them in. So I just threw them all at this one.

The end result was interesting. The first 10 minutes are relatively normal ambient/techno. After that though, the track becomes kinda formless, going into a lengthy noise section, then it goes into a completely out of nowhere outro that sounds totally different from the rest of the song.

But in then end, I think is sounds pretty good. Though, I could completely understand why someone might hate it.
But I figured, as long as I have it, I might as well put it here.



Rated 5 / 5 stars

if you couldn't remember your name your or your life you would not have the intelligence to know what being gone forever is as you forgot your life so you lost that knowledge of that so how would it be possible to know that you where gone forever if you forgot your name and life therefore forgetting all of the things you've learned basically erasing your mind overall, how would it be possible to know that you where gone forever since you forgot your life therefore your education about what being gone forever is?

Cacola responds:

It's the erasure of all traumatic personal events due to the brain repressing them after being in a state of aimless mental drifting for an indeterminate amount of time and being left with basically no memories of who you are as a person and all that remains is an unknown immense pain, and knowledge that you can't change who are cause being stuck in this limbo like state is all you can remember, scrub.

Thank you for the review I'm really glad you liked it ♥


Rated 5 / 5 stars

If I'm ever asked to show a song describing the death, I will show it to them.
Amazing. Just amazing.

Cacola responds:



Rated 5 / 5 stars

I can describe this song in 1 word:


Rated 5 / 5 stars

I've listened to the entire song 3 times now. That's one hour of my life I spent with this song. Wow.

Cacola responds:

I've listened to it a solid 30 times now, that's like 3 or 4 days.


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

why so long tho

Cacola responds:

Cause death is a long thing to experience, and I wanted to recreated that through song.