I'm not sure the lyrics are logically sound... but I need to move on to something else.

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self taught ignorance grafted the roots
to the bone - foundation of my home
I can see the disease takes me
caught it by the moon's reflection

she invites me in
and i sit down and i feel the universe infernal
then she reaches in
and tugs the connection points and whispers through my fear

And I tell myself
not to be afraid
as i watch myself
changing shape
descending to my hell
am I really on my own
reconstructing my shell
this womb tells me to tell her

"cut that cord, love"
microcosm fascination
tendril suffocation
self evocation
self infliction

through conflict of choice, I reach the edge of the earth
it has always led me here, and will always lead me here
to find the creator, eye to eye
only a glance and i find that
any words spoken would be fabrication
so through torment and reflex, I look away
I have always looked away, and will always look away
but If I tell her to disconnect
will this creator greet me with an open hand?
and congratulate me for taking the next step regardless of the cost
but what if this is only a reflection?
this could be just a reflection
this could have always been just be a reflection
and if i let her pull the plug...
so I dig deeper within myself
searching the past something to discern my fate
and then the disease froze me in time

then she tells me
you've given up my love
and held on for too long
to this moment in time
what did you hope to find
this helix is balance
perfection you dare to question
you're only splitting your dna

duality isn't enough