If i told you that i love you would you believe me;/if i told you my walls were down would you deceive me:/if our beliefs were different forgive me:/ i new i was a cunt telling you I shunt do it:/I blew right through it:/i don’t even know if I could make it better:/I know I don’t deserve it but please read my letter:/Lost i suppose sadness i oppose:/ sorry for being a lie for being the bad guy and a poser:/ looking back I was a loser:/ Ill never understand why i did it:/i guess you could say i never fit in:/ i was in the wrong this is why I’m making this song and when i finish you will understand the truth in me:/ unsure of what I use to be:/feeling like everything was make believe:/ everything was just a game that I had 9 lives:/ will I’m down to one and this time I won’t lose no game.;/