my head hurts
also, the main melody is a really stretched snare
Edit: I now have some time to write what I tried to do with this song.
It's inspired by the movie "Side Effects".
The very beginning represents the idea of taking some drug. Then simply doing it.
Effects start kicking in (0:25). Head feels weird with all the new perceptions and old ones being altered. After the mind assumes it though, it likes it. (0:40)
You start enjoying it, dancing maybe. Maybe some other stuff too. (XXX, lolol)
(1:10) Effects start changing, you wanna feel happy.
You feel you're gradually realising it's not that difficult to feel happiness.
It hits you (1:42). Feels great. You know the best part is that it's just started. You start thinking about many things. Your thoughts really guide you wherever you wanna go. It's beautiful (1:59). You decide you wanna go high, to that place where you feel only pure joy. It's amazing that you're now there (2:30). You are having the best time. Everything is pleasurable. Stuff melting, hallucinations and whatnot. You're aware of so many things. Life really is splendid.(3:00)
(3:33) However, It starts to feel ugly knowing that all this is coming to an end. Some effects are still there, but they're bothering you more than anything. You need that augmented and altered perception to stop (3:51). It still feels good in a weird way though.
Finally all the effects are going away. (3:55)
You need another one.