Just as a heads up: Reali-tGlitch has been my stage name since '09. I've just had my NG account since '07.
I guess this qualifies as a Thugstep.
I made the music in a few hours and WROTE the lyrics in half an hour (both two years ago), but I never had a decent enough mic until now.
Two years is way too long for a piece to go unfinished.
Anyway: I hope you enjoy this. I am just happy I finally was able to add the lyrics.
Speaking of which, here you are:
Dagger in my hands; the other on the keys.
Take a look at me, and what do you see?
'Cause I see a monster from a distant land,
Born of shifting sand.
Unstable like the fables surrounding me
"What could it be, this monstrosity,
Outcast by olde decree?"
As you see, I can't be free,
So please leave and leave me be.
You don't think I wanna change?
You don't think I'm tired of being estranged?
If I could, then I would rearrange.
If I could, then I would break this cage.
If I could, then I would set the stage;
Bring about a new age, a new era
Without a care I,
I would be the bigger man;
I would MAKE you understand.
I know you see me, and you wish just stop breathin',
But I won't halt, n' I won't falter, I will just keep singin'.
You just keep yellin' at me, "I don't really give a fuck!"
Honestly, I think it's time to Reali-tGlitch things up.
I know you've heard it all before;
"You'll see me flyin' off the 11th floor!"
And while I don't have the guts to do it,
I'm not afraid to see the morgue.
But, see, for me it's different;
Mental scars are in my handprint,
And while some are self-caused,
I see no good reason to carry on.
I may have been a burden;
Left myself and other hurtin',
But one thing is for certain:
I'm but a lonely man, just soul-searchin'.
Lookin' for good in the eyes of the world--
Its absence just makes me wanna hurl.
And there may be a few good people, but hey:
Nothing gold can stay.
"Things fall apart,
The center cannot hold."
Words ring true that I've been told.
Things are starting to go cold...
Life's coming back at me, three-fold.
A cut on my fist, another black eye...
Well, some things are just a lie.
Under darkness of the night:
There is no purity in white.
Falling faster, I can't see what is happenin'.
The roar of the world is callin', and it is deafenin'.
See me now with all my flaws, caught in destructive nature's maws,
Obeyin' all of their laws, yet just another rebel without a cause!
I know you see me, and you wish that I would just stop breathin',
But I won't halt, n' I won't falter, I will just keep singin'.
You just keep yelling at me, but I won't stand and just put up.
Honestly, I think it's time to Reali-tGlitch things up.
Forever down, I roam around and speak into the fray.
The cries-- they beckon, but I reckon that I just can't stay.
There's not much hope to cut the rope, but I still won't jump.
Honestly, I think it's time to Reali-tGlitch things up.