*sigh* Skip this section if you are uninterested about personal oriented stuff or if you are sensitive to stuff oriented with depression.
So where do i begin?
I hate my life, i want to die every single day, i can not find anything that keeps me alive.
Yet, i'm still here.
Music my friends.. it saves me.. but for how long?
It's just a matter of time.
So why did i make the tune sound happy?
Because you know what, that's how my life is. Everyone look at me and say "oh there's that dude again" they all judge me over my appearance.
I am very very lonely... But i'd rather be lonely than being with other fake friends actually. Tsk...
The first section of the song resembles happiness overall. Then it turns to this more depressing tune (To me at least) and that's pretty much how my life is day out and day in.
I'll be dead sooner or later...
hehe... if only someone respected and understood my choice of actions instead of trying to show me what's wrong and right.
When one is depressed something takes over you..
I lived with depression for over 10 years. Hahaha, and here i am broken.
At least i can create music showing others my feelings in a more musical way.
Anyways.. constructive Critique and feedback is heavily appreciated.
Thanks for listening.
AND THANKS FOR EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTS ME BY JUST LISTENING TO THE SONG!
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