Could you forgive me if I fail? If I fall? If you always prove me wrong?
Would you notice that I try but that my streak is never ending. I might be losing all the time.
Would you ask for a better life if you spend your years with me and end up wasting all your time?
Because there are so many things that i've done wrong and I've lost track of all the things that I've had right all along.
I should've seen this coming. I should've known that I would wreck this once again. I do it every time. Your patience is wearing thin. Your heart is running out of trust that I have earned and filling up with doubt.
Just know that I am trying to always do right by you.
But I'm just human and I will make mistakes. Accept the fact that I'm not perfect all the time. Not like you've been. You keep reminding me it's something that I could be if I try.
So if we grow old and you're still around, could I mark the score down and say I'm winning now?
'Cause I'm used to last place. It's where I've always been but I wont complain I just take what i can get.