As I said before, it's fantastic how you make songs that reflect on how you're going through your life. Anyway, what I love about this song (and some of your other songs) is how subtly you swear. You just randomly say it and it fits the mood. I appreciate you telling us that everything worked out. Hopefully, with these songs released, you're become even better. This song just really spoke to me.
It seemed to be mostly about how you viewed a certain girl. I kind of wish I could at least get a girlfriend at one point to understand this. You don't seem angsty at all, but more effective. You are just trying to appeal to people like you. We all know what it's like to go through pain.