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I knew the link would be made eventually
2 hours ago by 10JD
Well I slept on it and decided that the best way to clear this up is to just do it myself. First off I'd like to thank thundaboom and smorgishmorg for rudely exposing it to few members last night. Maybe you guys could have just asked me, I really was not trying to hide anything. I was just looking for a fresh start on Newgrounds after all the shit I fucked up on towards the end of my 10JD era.
SO TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN (this post will be a long one)
I realize a lot of you are bitter at me for my move from Newgrounds to deviantArt. But there is long and twisted story behind it.
My original reason to use deviantArt was to draw mspaint art and troll users with my alt, "MarioSonikFan." Then I actually started to like it as an art site. I liked the variety, the corporate atmosphere, and I was meeting friendly people. It was just a change of pace and I was looking for something new. So me being a little weak, I took the bait and ended up liking the people I ran into for the most part. Come to find out though most of the community was fanart hungry and I was struggling for exposure. From being on Newgrounds for about 5 years that hurt my ego a lot, and realized I was not as good as I was praising myself to be in my mind. Just because of the artistes I befriended on Newgrounds I based that off of my talent, not how good/bad the art was.
On top of that I had Stretch Douche laughing at me because of my decision. Which really It was a poor choice to exclude myself from Newgrounds for deviantArt. I could have balanced the two out, but I liked the change, the new friends, ect. But Stretch Douche probably felt a little bit of betrayal after paling around with them for close to a year, the just up and stopping. Since most of my friends on Newgrounds were very close related to them I was afraid I was going to lose it all, so I gambled with that chance.
(I don't know if they ever publicly announced) this but I attempted to zero bomb a flash that Axel was working on for almost a year, as a way to get back at them for their naughty words. Well It failed miserably and all it did was give them a reason to officially cut me off from their group. Worst of all they caught on in a matter of minutes before our plan even did much damage. So I shamefully hung my head and head back to deviantArt, where I struggled with my ego for the next few months. I came to a bitter realization that nothing could fulfill the satisfaction I got from being Newgrounds. I knew coming back as 10JD was not something I'd be proud of, so I reinvented myself. Also to those who knew of the situation, It was 100% my fault. Emi didn't want to make that post, I asked if I could write it up and publish it on her account. She felt weird saying no, I was just taking advantage of her at the time.
SO That's my story, I went to therapy after that because the situation shook me. I treated Stretch Douche like shit and I was anticipating all the respect people had for me being lost, so I just walked away. I always walk away, its a weak habit. I wasn't going to ignore this one, I'm biting the bullet and swallowing my pride. To those I hurt and to those I attacked, I'm sorry. To those I disappeared from, I'm sorry. I'm not 10JD anymore. I'm not proud of 10JD as a person and I'm not 10JD anymore. That's what explains the new account.
My only request is just forgive and forget my past. You don't have to be my friend again, but just forgive me for my actions.
That's all, I'm known as PoopyMcButt now. I haven't really made many friends yet, so Idk what that accusation smorgishmorg made about my popularity was. But I have been casually been talking to Jaxxy lately. That about as popular as I get.