This is a deep song and message. Behind every real song, is a story. This is inspired and written after someone close to me.

MUSIC IS ART.. WHICH IS LIFE. ART/MUSIC IS AN EXTENSION OF ONES SELF. A REAL ARTIST KNOWS THIS.

Just listen to the story/song.

-Intro-
(Phone rings 3x)
(Pick up)
Hello? Hey what's goin on man?
It's been a very long time since I last talked to you.
We all miss you. Hey..
How's life?

-Verse 1-
Can you imagine what it's like
To have to grow up all alone
Only way to hear my brother and sisters
voices is through phone
And everyones telling me how much they've grown
And they ask me what exactly do I see
When I picture home

Imagine living with a father
who is never home
He's either out getting drunk
or he's passed out Cause he's stoned
And when he returns home, he's usually blown
He's wasted and pasted from too many shots
of tequila and patrone

I don't blame you Dad
the reason why you're always down
I know how you feel, the fact that
Mom is not around
But you really shouldn't drink
until you drown
I just can't imagine resting you
6 feet under the ground

Mom, It's been awhile since
I've seen your face
I remember how you left me and
you ran away
But for a minute
I would ask for you stay
Listen closely
Cause there's something really important
that I need to say

-Chorus-
I forgive you for the things that you did
Even out of all of your kids
It was me that you neglected
I feel rejected, never did expect this
Even though you did this to me, I still respect it

I forgive you for the things that you've done
Your decisions are dumb
With my eyes I see, You're a crooked one
You're always having fun,
Always out and on the run
(Always out and on the run)

(I still forgive you)

-Verse 2-
To my brothers and my sisters
I hope you're doing great
Try to stay in school
and try to get good some grades
I don't want you guys
living day by day
Living like a slave
At the end of the day
there's no food on your plate

Sometimes I wonder
if any of you remember me
The only thing that keeps me going
are my memories
I reminisce on all those
times that we had
When kids would hit me or they dissed me
my 2 older brothers had my back

Those moments are gone
I'm triyng to be strong
Is it wrong
The fact that I'm still trying
to do my best to hold on
Sometimes I think that
ya'll forgot about me
My baby sister asking
Who and what is Tommy to me?

(Mom, who's Tommy?) <-- His baby sister..

Mom is always out, and she's
out with her friends
At the end of the day
She's got another new guy again
I know I was a pain
I drove you insane
That's what happens you have kids
But all I have to say is

-Chorus-
I forgive you for the things that you did
Even out of all of your kids
It was me that you neglected
I feel rejected, never did expect this
Even though you did this to me, I still respect it

I forgive you for the things that you've done
Your decisions are dumb
With my eyes I see, You're a crooked one
You're always having fun,
Always out and on the run
(Always out and on the run, on the run)

(But I still forgive you)

I forgive you for the things that you did
Even out of all of your kids
It was me that you neglected
I feel rejected, never did expect this
Even though you did this to me, I still respect it

I forgive you for the things that you've done
Your decisions are dumb
With my eyes I see, You're a crooked one
You're always having fun,
Always out and on the run
The only reason why I forgive you is cause I'm still your son

(I'm still your son)

End..

This is dedicated to my sister, from her son (my nephew), who she abandoned in Mexico.
How do you enjoy life knowing you made a big mistake like that? Knowing your child is suffering.
She heard this song, and she got mad. I'm glad she is.
Someone had to tell you to quit being a whore and remind you, you have kids. One of which you left to suffer.
This is his song.. his story.. His message to you, that even though you do this, he still forgives you, cause he's still your son. He's still your blood. I get mad at you too, but you're still my sister.

-OxyJin
Facebook.com/OxyJin