yes yes yes.... i finaly got my shit together and uploaded the instrumental after a lot of requests.. just remember that it was designed for the lyricks so the instrumental migt sound a little repetitive on its own... well hope you enjoy anyway..

heres the original lyricks:

I look around - the darkness drowns it all
I'm surrounded by these four walls
I won't survive - this voice cries in my head
I don't feel anything, I'm nearly dead

But if I just could change it
Take everything back - to what it was before...

You're so blind, you can't even see
What is hiding beneath, reading in between
If God did only know
But I don't think he sees me - 'cause no one sees me
But there's only one way
I'll just sleep it away...

The last teardrop - turns the fire out
All around me, it spreads about
A little girl screams - but no one else can hear
I'm praying, that she won't disappear

But if I really could change it
I don't think that I - would change anything...

You're so blind, you can't even see
What is hiding beneath, reading in between
If God did only know
But I don't think he sees me - 'cause no one sees me
But I'll sleep it away
Now I'm fading away...

I'm fading...
I'm losing everything...
Now there's only a ghost of my past
And that is all that will last...

and heres a link to the original with lyricks and everything, just in case you haven't heard it already:
http://www.newgrounds.com /audio/listen/337043
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