This track is dedicated to my brother who died many many years ago. I never knew him, he was born way before me. But I think of him time to time, and wonder what life would be with him here. Would things be better than they are now? Considering im the last one, would it be me who was never born if he were? Wouldn't it be better if he was?
I think of all the things i did wrong in my life. And for what? I can't stand doing wrong, while he watches. He deserves to live.. not me..
I've been working on this piece for a long time now. And I figured i'd lay it down today. I still think of him everyday, and when i celebrate my birthday, I celebrate his too. I will try to live on for the both of us.

BTW, this instrumental IS NOT MINE(obviously). It's from Airplanes- B.O.B Ft Hayley Williams.

Thanks. Hope you all like it. I put my soul and heart in this track.

LYRICS
This track goes out to everybody and anybody whos lost someone that means alot to them
-Verse 1-
Have you ever had someone close
That you actually didnt know
And you loved em to death
and would do anything for them

to show em you loved them
but it wouldn't really matter
because no matter how hard u try
and no matter how hard u cry

they aren't here, and cant reply
to what you say
and can only you when you pray
and thats everyday

And everyday you wish you could switch places with this person
and give em the chance they neva had to see their mom and dad

this person was my brother
the son of my mother and father
the son who will neva have a chance of being a father
the son who neva made it alive
the brother who never lied
the one i kept
the one that rests for the rest of his life

the brother that should be alive
The one that i would die for
Because he gave his life for mine
Thats the bottom line

sometimes i wonder
What if you were here instead
would things be different and better
if i was the one dead

-Verse2-
Why couldn't it have been me
The one to lay in decease
the one with the most love
watchin over us above

I know u feel ashamed
I can feel the same pain
our family
pointing their fingers at eachother to blame

Everyday we make promises
promises we cant keep
and it keeps coming back
its no wonder why we cant sleep

I just wish i could see
see my brother to be
be the one to protect
and be the one who never neglect

How do i carry on
Knowing things i do is wrong
Praying for forgiveness and guidance
Im trying to stay strong

You gave your life for us
Like Jesus Christ he shed his blood
You gave it all up
And we could never love you enough

Life goes on
I bust a few tears
here n there
Wishin you were here
Kickin back drinkin some beers

Im throwin it up
Im givin out cheers
Im Lookin back on all them damn lost years

Yeah...
REST IN PEACE my brother..
Tub tsai Yang
Died in 1979
peace!

CHORUS
[Chorus - Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)