Beat: From Xzibit "paparrazi"

Here's another one for your listening enjoyment, don't have the lyrics on this computer, I'll post 'em later. Please post your comments lemme know what you think (especially if you give me a shitty vote so I know why)

EDIT: Been a while since I posted this but I found the lyrics.

It's hard livin in these times. Every where you turn the world seems covered in grime. Even those you love seem to let you down half the time. You feel dark even when the sun shines. Got crazy
thoughts in your mind. Stare over the bridge feel like flyin, littles babies in the background echoes of crying. You see the signs everywhere, little goth kids dying there hair. Poor people getting by in wheelchairs. You scream through the weed smoke, "oh god please get me out of here!" but no response only more darkness creeping in on the edge of your thoughts, dream about seeing your teacher shot. metaphors of the a lone sheep leaving the flock.

yo, when you find yourself drowned in sadness, when the feel the cold touch of madness, when you
puff twice and you dont pass it, Say fuck the world and go out laughing.

Seems wrong that these people with they money dont give a fuck while little children go to sleep with empty tummies. At the same time the politicians get on TV acting pretty chummy. Do they really understand your pain? the fact that your roof leaks when it rains. Or why the sidewalk in front of your house is covered with bloodstains? You try to drift to sleep at the sound of a passing train. Aint goin to college dont got the grades. Quit pushing weight when your best homie caught some buckshot to the face. At the funeral the world seemed covered in a tinge of gray. As you pay your last respects the devil rose from the coffin and said "take my hand, i'll take you away from this place."

yo, when you find yourself drowned in sadness, when the feel the cold touch of madness, when you
puff twice and you dont pass it, Say fuck the world and go out laughing.

As you feel it consume your soul equally you feel your power grow. Scheming plots in your head you never had the courage to do before. Before too long you find yourself the don of your little block. feels good for once to be on top. All the girls you could ever want bouncing up and down every night never think it will ever stop. But everyone knows how the story goes. The devil makes you pay a heavy price thats when you start with that deep cough. Skin starts to turn pale, is it the drugs or the fact that you never wrapped up your cock. Moms gets raped and killed by your rivals on the other side of the block. Found dead the next day, needle still in the arm, they say he died of shock.