Long story short, my girlfriend left me today, I always wanted to do an orchestral version of the song I made for her on our anniversary (http://www.newgrounds.co m/audio/listen/186589) but never got around to it.
I decided to get it done, whether it sounded good or not, I feel a little relieved just tying up loose ends like this. I don't mind getting 0 bombed now, my emotions are in this song and I'm calm now. You don't always have to be sad when someone you love moves on, but it's alright to be, I tell you though; be productive with it.
Extreme ends of the spectrum are where your musical talent flows the most, when you're sad or when you're happy, that's when you can make a masterpiece as simply as you can walk or run. I don't consider this a masterpiece, but it makes me happy to have made such a song, and I hope anyone listening can feel the same emotions I do.
My friends have given me words of encouragement and advice every day to help me through, I don't know what I would do without them. They tell me to move on, but I wish it were so easy. I dedicate this to anyone who has ever said a kind word to me or helped me while I was in a bind. I'm here because of you. I also dedicate this to her, even if I force myself to hate her for what she's done to get over it all, this song is the embodiment of my love for her and how much I cared. This song will never be perfected though, because no song in the world can express what I felt for her, no mater what I was put through or how miserable it was. This is me pulling through.
Enjoy. :'[
