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Jan 5, 2009 | 9:54 AM EST
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5 MB
3 min 16 sec
4.11 / 5.00

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Rated 4.11 / 5 stars
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Not much changed on this remastering, but enough to make it better. :D
(thanks to all the reviewers on the old submission, you made this song better)

Ok, this is a little recording I made on one of my voyages working on a container ship. An especially FUCKED UP and long voyage (4 months). Lots of anger, lots of doubts, quite simple song.
Enjoy! Here are the lyrics:

I can't remember the day I arrived.
I just remember I was full of fear.
All was new, the people were strange.
All turned old, the people turned away.
What the hell was I thinking
What happened to all my dreams
I need to find someone to blame
To ease my mental pain

How long have I stayed here
How long til I disappear
How long have I stared at the sea
How long till I am free

Too Long. (x4)

You can't imagine how hard I tried
To stay sober - it worked for a while
To endure this reality
You have to drink, to keep your sanity
Everyday is always the same;
Wake up, work and fall asleep
My hands ache and are full of scars
I can hardly play my guitar


Too Long. (x4)

Is there a way to escape from hell? (x3)
Is there a way to escape from this hell hole?
To escape from this hell hole




Rated 5 / 5 stars


all i have to say is wow what did you use for the music did you prerecord it or is it some type program?

CWN responds:

I used an ibanez 7 string... my voice... an ibanez bass... and programmed all the drums.


Rated 5 / 5 stars


but it must be hard to get life insurence now, after you ripped out your throat with those screams

CWN responds:

thanks for the 10!


Rated 5 / 5 stars

slipknot sounding

sounds alot like slipknot, and also screaming rly isnt that hard u just have to like practically train your voice to go deep and loud enough to do it.

CWN responds:

Yup, but it's hard to make it stop hurting.


Rated 5 / 5 stars

how do you do that with your voice?

Good song but how do you that screaming thing? It sounds like its not healthy for your voice.

CWN responds:

training, practice... and more practice.
This isn't really my best vocal performance though...


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Definitely not a stylistic mean of death metal

its a strange technique for low screaming. honestly, this is a great song but the vocals are so completely unfiting.

CWN responds:

Since when is grinding not a stylistic mean for deathmetal?
I guess Corpse Grinder Fisher sings like Pavarotti or something...