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Feb 4, 2008 | 10:14 PM EST
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6.9 MB
3 min 2 sec
4.20 / 5.00

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Rated 4.20 / 5 stars
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3,947 Plays | 529 Downloads
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*made with ACID 5 and CoolEdit2

Well, supposed "care" practitioners tell me I'm bipolar. I "flipped out" one day and was lucky enough to be home to capture it. I was going to teach myself a lesson by recording my "episode" and play it back to sort of, embarrass myself. I cringed at the 8 minutes of... whatever it was... trust me... the clip is disturbing. Anyway, when I felt better, the outburst sounded like it wanted some company so, I made this.

the radio said it was minus three degrees

in jeans and a t-shirt, its hot to me

I want to go home but, its filled with heat

guilt fuels the fire, am I free to leave?

Time, my only option but, its a disease

if Time is all I've got then I cease to be

I need to get out of here If I don't I won't breathe.


I keep on walking but, I feel asleep

my Dreams, still talking as my feet hit street

the rhythm steals blame and feeds my need

consciousness falls and releases me

I can breathe.

I Dream.



Rated 5 / 5 stars

Still my favorite among your tracks. I love the sound of pain. A little something you didn't know about me is I am a painter.
One day, I had a nose bleed and a drop fell upon my canvas.
With a little luck, it worked perfectly with the picture.
My blood became the picture.
I began crafting different ways to spray blood from my nose.
A friend commented that my tool kit (paint brushes, blood stencils, etc.) looked like that of an artist, a serial killer or both.
We need somewhere to place our pain. I chose to do so both visually and sonically.
I hear your pain. And not just in this track. This is just one of the more obvious ones.
I listened to this countless times as I wrote this review.


Rated 5 / 5 stars

I knew I was right...

when I told my teacher that bipolar people are fucking cool.

pookicker responds:

Hahaa!! Yeah! :D


Rated 5 / 5 stars

thank you

its so refreshing to come across a truly good song when going through the list

pookicker responds:

Your welcome :D And thank you for those precious ears of yours!


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Fucking awesome

I like how you turned what sounds like a horrible experience into enjoyably crazy music... Congratulations

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pookicker responds:

Thank you very much! After I heard myself "going nuts", I thought I would share in hopes to help others in the same mimdstate identify with themselves and also entertain others. Thanks for all of your listens!


Rated 5 / 5 stars


This song is fucking nuts dude, and I love it.

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pookicker responds:

Ah, this is what I like to read!