at one point when you're first exploring the internet you will find something fucking weird, or just something that sticks with you and changes things. Back in like 98 or 99 my parents got internet for work. i could go on it for a little bit when they weren't working. i'd go on nick.com when they had those weird games. like the ones where you give these trick or treaters carmel, but god help you if you gave them black licorice. i'd lurk on newgrounds to when the early 2000's were around and watch that Dead Rain series, old Dr Shroud and some of Firth's shit. I'd email a friend too when he moved. Late 2003 i wasn't allowed back on because of their work, moving, and school. 2006 i got my first laptop and went to fucking around online on tokyopop when they let you have accounts and talk to other people, deviantart, and youtube. this was when youtube was pretty new. shitty AMV's ran around and i think that ask a ninja show was front page. I'm not sure if other people remember some of the really weird fetish videos popped up when you searched Naruto garbage on youtube around 2005/2006, but it happened a lot to me and a few other weeabos in school. One video that came up with an episode of naruto with that chouji dude was this nearly naked man who looked about 600+ pounds.

He was in a huge ass office chair donning a red speedo that looked like it was going to rip open. On the suggestion part it recommended this trailer for this movie called Feed. I was going to turn 15 soon and that whole fatty porn shit was pretty new. Movie weirded me the fuck out and down the rabbit hole i went lurking fatty feedee groups on Deviantart and other websites that posted stolen clips of those fat girl models eating. I used limewire to download all the fucking feeding/fat fucking porn (and music) i could find because it weirded me out so much, but i couldn't look away. A year later my hardrive crashed because of limewire (we called it the day or reckoning cause limewire destroyed the fuck out of everyone's computer in high school and computer places made big money fixing everyone's computer) and died along with the weird porn i had. I still have the hardrive, but i can't get anything off of it. it's gone, dead, a lost memory of weird drawings, minor goth phase with my hair straighter than a ruler, and tons of fat porn. It's a precious relic next to my mac harddrive with a pictures of a man in diapers that were sent to me.
What the fuck is the whole point of this? I'm not sure, it's a fun story and what leads to the whole point of my ass drawings this fat woman. Really been watching those fat acceptance girls who constantly blubber that they're happy fat and that they're beautiful. i don't really give a shit, live and let live. but i see some of them talk and oh my god do their eyes give it away. they fucking hate themselves but they don't at least respect themselves to change. they want like some roman fat goddess thing or whatever to cater to their cuuurves. So they settle for becoming the butchest of dykes, or fetish material, or those feminist hags who have a dildo collection bigger that a dildo factory. Really they're crying inside, it's a sad cautionary tale.