"I couldn't draw something like this for the rest of my life" - don't say that! i wasn't born with this image in my hand :) you just have to draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and draw and you make it :D