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Melancholy Paranoia

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This was made with adobe flash CS5
i could get some hate for this, bcs in part there are a fw artist whoms art style is similar to this
im having a really hard time feeling like ill never have calm thoughts or be able to tell others how my mind works or why i am so full of questions that are rhetorical but i still ask them cuz if i dont get an answer i get paranoid and anxious and then people start to think that i dont trust them for asking all those questions, but i just cant help it, its like i am doomed to make other feel doubt of me
also before drawing this on my PC i donated some blood, i feel kind of under the weather and that might be the case why im writing all of this non required to share information
Anyway, please leave a comment of your thoughts about this drawing
and follow me for some hyperthetcly philosofical crap
bye

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I'll tell you one thing first off, never worry about your style looking like someone else's. That way lies madness. Draw in a way that feels natural and good for you.

Also, take it from someone who has never had a quiet brain. I'm 23 years old and have the dual anxiety/depression disorder and I'll tell you, it can be a ride. Your info says you're 18 so I'll tell you this, it took me until a year ago to really accept what I have and what I am and what I draw in response to that.
(much of my art pertaining to my disorder is not on this site yet)
Just tell people the truth. (easier said than done) Just tell them that you feel like you have to ask certain questions even if you feel they're useless or baseless.
We're all in this ocean together, we'd better get rowing.

Anyway, onto the art. You've got a dope-ass style and your use of color is awesome. I friggin' love the segmenting of this dude's arms and the little bones sticking out. Hella yeah. That octopus too. Bomb ass stuff.

I see you aren't too much of a background person. Eh, neither am I. Can't fault you for that.

Keep on keepin' on, my friend. Life only gets more lively from here.

KinietisDobe responds:

Coming from some one whom has had more experiance in life than i have i completly agree with you.
But there are people that just will not except my explanations bcs there is no such thing like that in there lives and im just trying to run away from responsibility, but now i just role with it. And i do think that i can never lose at life, i can only win, i believe that you can make a profit from every mistake and better youre self so that next time that certain type of mistake will be avoided. But my fear lies in being unsure if ill ever reach that "better" where i will no longer make mistakes or make other people lives harder, i also fear that i will never reach stable happiness. Right now im reaching the bottom of self hate and interest of living, but from my experience if something goes down its bound to get back up, so i wonder when i will i hit the bottom and how high will it go from there and when.
And thanks for the compliment on my drawings man! ^_^ im just trying to get used to drawing on the PC so that i could later on draw without frustration on my computer
But i scouted you for the same reason ;D you too have a dope-ass style, and these new skulls that you submit look really clean and in general they are pretty damn amazing B)
"Bo Gnarly" looks the most awesome to me personally :p
Anyway thanks for the detailed comment, i really do appreciate you dedicating youre time to speak your mind out

Like the colour choses and the, teeth detail haha, the only thing I guess would be the background, if it's gonna be blak, atleast some colourful colour.

KinietisDobe responds:

i agree on that, im bad a thinking of backgrounds, but ill try to get more creative with them

love it, i feel you have captured something unique :) keep it up i will follow

KinietisDobe responds:

Holy smokes man thanks!
ill try to keep coming up with new content as soon as i can

I like the fact that the line work is done in blue, it looks really nice with the colors you've chose. Also, the description, it sounds like you need to clear your mind, Asking questions shouldn't make people question trust.

KinietisDobe responds:

gee thanks man ^_^
but you see those questions are really simple and people normally dont ask them, but i do and peoples logic is that if i dear to ask such rhetorical questions i must be unsure of theyre trust that they put in me, but really i do trust them, is just my brain cant stop of asking stupid questions
It might have to do smth with ADHD, but no one care or knows if i have that in my country Lithuania

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