Finally ... Something feels somewhat honest. A lot of the art that I've been doing haven't really expressed any of what I really feel inside. That sounds lame. Let me rephrase that. Most of the things that I've drawn are things that I don't care too much about. I draw a lot of what I think is easy. (I make WAY too much ironic art...) Because I'm LAZY. But I've recently made it a goal to try to draw more honestly. Draw what reflects who I really am (gosh, that sounds incredibly lame... forgive me).
A.k.a. THIS stuff. This is the stuff that makes me happy. But the problem is ... It's so much harder. I care too much and everything never seems good enough! Backgrounds, man, backgrounds. Ugh. But they're most of the story. I need to stop ignoring them. I need to stop lazing around. No wonder I'm never satisfied with my work. 'Cuz I'm too freakin' lazy. But that will have to change. I hope to one day be able to show you what I mean. Because right now ... Nothing looks the way I envision it in my head. My goal is to work towards getting my ideas out and presented in a way that is as close as possible to what I see/feel/hear/think/smell/taste/etc in my head. So I can finally say regarding my work, "This is me, man!"
Okay, okay, enough with the sentimental cheesiness. :)