I felt the weight of eternity on me. So I closed my eyes and I cried into the emptiness I felt. A stranger sat with me a moment and said " The heart that is heavy, learns to carry the weight. " and I was alone once more. I never wanted it to be like this you know? I grew desperate and felt suffocated by nothing....

..none of us ask for this. We don't beg for the feeling of loneliness. The dwindling thoughts we are being punished for who and what we are. Some days I feel cold, like the breath has been taken right out of me. The heart can be a heavy thing and right now I feel it pulling me into the lake. I'll be here for today and maybe tomorrow. I know I'll rise once more..until then...well..I just don't know, my loves.

inspired by wūsh's " fvo rta - water (wūsh rmx) " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/wushm/fvo-rta-water-wush-rmx-1