You were a cold light that shined on me so that every crack and every flaw wasn't just noticeable but beautiful. You were beautiful too, and now you're happier without me.

Even when things grew dark again, I could still see the pieces of you and me around the air as silent shrapnel and memories. Once I had lost you, I devoted my days to pretending you were never meant to be in them.

For a time, all I wanted each and every day was to know you loved me. Looking back on it now, I realized all I ever felt around you was fear.......does that make me a monster..?

Inspired by wūshh's "fvo rta - water (wūsh rmx)" which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/wushm/fvo-rta-water-wush-rmx-1